Psalm 56:8 English Standard Version (ESV)
8 You have kept count of my tossings ; put my tears in your bottle. Are they not in your book? 9 Then my enemies will turn back in the day when I call. This I know, that[a] God is for me. 10 In God, whose word I praise, in the Lord, whose word I praise, 11 in God I trust; I shall not be afraid. What can man do to me? 12 I must perform my vows to you, O God; I will render thank offerings to you. 13 For you have delivered my soul from death, yes, my feet from falling, that I may walk before God in the light of life.
Don’t even think for a moment that God doesn’t care and God doesn’t watch over you. You might have questioned God, if He really cares. He does. He sees your tossing at night, your tears He collects. He sees your pain. God is for you. Rather than sulk, put your hope in God. Praise God in the midst of your tears. He is in control. Thank Him that in spite of what you are going through He is with you. He will keep your feet from falling. Ultimately He wants you to walk in the light of His life.