Pastor I am having a hard time hearing from God, I’m thinking it’s just me or the voice of my leaders. There’s a word God is telling me to believe that it is from Him, but it is just so hard to accept. How can I overcome this? Am I lacking in faith?

It is always wise for us to go back to Scriptures. It does not matter if you hear it from your leader or a voice you think is from God if it contradicts His word then it is not from God. When it is clear in Scripture that God is telling you that it is, even if it is hard to accept, you obey. You can overcome your unbelief by relying on the grace of God. Believe in His sovereignty and grace. His grace is more than sufficient for you.